Question of Lust
Every thought that persists is contradiction.
Marcel Schwob
We are made of fissures
we throw rocks at the houses
question our own courage
accumulating the experience of a back alley knife
We name each other like streets
remember each other like seasons
like stages that never end
Painful footsteps
souvenirs that erase the memory of my feet
the one of the stumbling / the one of the mistakes
the one of the slight hole in my back
You persist to contradict me
persist like Depeche Mode singing to me on the radio
It’s a question of not letting
what we’ve built up
crumble to dust
Bad memory is your stronghold
you persist in me like a contradiction
like an earthquake
I cannot feel
You persist in me
like fire that creates chaos in the south
and makes me breathe smoke in the north
And still you condemn me to exile
from a body I don’t touch
in a country that distracts me
We play hide and seek
one
two
three
and make no effort to find each other.
Cuestión de lujuria
Todo pensamiento que perdura es contradicción.
Marcel Schwob
Estamos hechos de fisuras
lanzamos piedras a las casas
cuestionamos nuestra valentía
acumulando la experiencia de un cuchillo callejero
Nos nombramos como calles
nos recordamos como épocas
como etapas que no acaban
Duelen los pasos
los recuerdos que me quitan la memoria de los pies
la de los tropiezos / la de los errores
la del orificio leve de la espalda
Perduras para contradecirme
perduras como Depeche Mode cantándome en la radio:
It’s a question of not letting
what we’ve built up
crumble to dust
La mala memoria es tu fortaleza
me perduras como una contradicción
como el temblor de tu tierra
que no siento
me perduras
como el incendio que hace caos en el sur
y me hace sentir el humo en el norte
Aun así me condenas al exilio
de un cuerpo que no toco
en un pais que me distrae
Jugamos al escondite
uno
dos
tres
y no hay propósito para encontrarnos
About the translator
Lupita Eyde-Tucker writes and translates poetry in English and Spanish, is the winner of the 2019 Betty Gabehart Prize for Poetry, and a Fellow at The Watering Hole. Her work has appeared in Nashville Review, SWWIM, The Florida Review, Baltimore Review, The Acentos Review, Asymptote, and is forthcoming in The Arkansas International. She’s currently translating two collections of poetry by Venezuelan poet Oriette D’Angelo, and lives with her husband and five children in Florida. Read more of her poems at: www.NotEnoughPoetry.com
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